the Red Iridium

I am here trying to help you solve your freaking problem and you scold me when I am really doing my best from my point of view to help you. Look, I am trying to help you through my personal experience. forget it fuck it

Aw shucks:( I’m leaving for Phuket in like-.- 1 hour or more-.-… haha anyways:) I’ll MISS YOU ALL:D:D:D though it’s only 5 days-.- haha but I’ll especially miss you, although we hardly talk, you know that I am waiting for your reply… though I’m quite prepared for the worst… well, always be prepared for the worst right?

My heart is still with you, would you keep it or return it

I hate thinking about the past, but it reminds me of the good times we had… yet it reminds me of the sad ending the story had which takes away all the good times.

I don’t know how to face you, if we ever end up sitting next to each other, I’d expect you’d move and if we bumped into each other along the road you’d ignore me like we already are whenever we see each other everywhere we go.

Maybe it was fate that brought us together but luck and pressure that made me that person I thought I wouldn’t be. I got carried away by that one line you said. I screwed up. There’s option “turning back” for me but there is a “change your fucked up attitude”. As for you, I guess you got choices “he doesn’t exist” and “maybe we can still be friends”.

I don’t know if that “at least for now” is still NOW and I shan’t make any wild guesses. Hopefully it’s the time that we at least do something about it, but I don’t want to screw up so fucking bad ever again.

Yo people!:D I GOT OWNED IN FINA WC!:(

continued from previous post….

At the same time… you’re not one who I can throw and get back but I hope you can understand that I thought it couldn’t work out because of some factors… but I got over them eventually, which is why I am inviting you for this last dance with me and we will end everything right here and move on with our life together as one.

I still love you and I really do… I know that I’ve just come to realise lots of things this world has open up to me.

I want you to know I really do but I know myself that I have to prove worth of myself… alone… just me you and the world. You are like the correct piece of the puzzle which makes my picture complete and makes the world a more beautiful place.

I still love you and I want you to know that. It’s been two times and I wish you’d give me the third and last chance

Wtf la I didn’t even say no shit and you said that I said that and now you blame me for all your misconceptions! fuck off la

I wish I could have another chance for you but yet on the other hand there are some things stopping me from wanting you… but there again I don’t want to break your heart and there are some things I really can’t reveal to you now because it’s really mean.

I feel like I’m actually wasting my time on you… But as a close friend:) I’ll do it!:)